Why do I have to like you so much

I’m only on page three and bsing the shit out of this paper. Fuck my life I’m definitely getting like… a C.

I don’t know why I do. I’m just an idiot sometimes, I guess. There’s just too many thoughts and emotions going through my head and sometimes… I’m lonely. I don’t want to be anymore - I’m human and for the past two years, being single has only has me get used over and over and over again. I don’t want to wait any longer, all I’ve wanted for a long time is a stable relationship with a nice guy..

Go fuck yourself. I don’t have time for this.

Son of a bitch hurts so badly. It’s been like two hours now. I spilled hot chocolate all over my hand and palm fhtdhhbgdgjtgjhhb not having a great night.

I don’t care if it’s college or not, I ain’t in no ivy league school

Can I just have a relationship that works out and is healthy now? I’ve waited long enough. Every single time these “flings” goes sour, why am I always the only one that’s hurt or gets upset over it? Am I really that unlikeable?

Jesus fucking christ why do I have such bad luck I’m only 18/ almost 19 years old.

But I’ve already asked too much.

I finally figured out what’s wrong with me today - I’m lovedrunk. Ha. Ha. That explains a lot.

My ex is parked outside my house because he’s at my next door neighbor. I wasn’t expecting him to be tailgating me, either. I hate everyone right now -__-;

Get the fuck back to college.

… so I asked her, “If it wasn’t, what would it be?”

She looked at me like I was crazy. “What do you mean?”

“It wouldn’t be karma.”

“So is there a hidden meaning to that? Or another one of your witty jokes?”

… that was the witty joke. THANKS MOM.